drench me in blood with that clever blade of yours!
the rip! the stain!
a fight that is just too hard.
his sword rushes through me and my remains fall everywhere!
just one more day in this teenage war.
my homosexuality still covered!
oh woe!
inside the closet, he trashes me with his knives!
LET ME OUT!
no longer best friends.
he doesn’t like me.
the threat of my heterosexuality is overpowering.
oh to have been born a woman!
to feel that soft angel hair!
clyde.
partial name of a great horse.
this razor will replace your smile!
a year that has been much too hard!
despair.
i shall lock myself inside a room with a pen, a pill, and some paper.
i will write about the person i long to be!
only yours, forever!
dismay.
slash open the neck of your flying creature.
oh santa, ive been a very naughty boy.
discipline me.
stuff me in that sack of yours, for the darkness is where i belong.
amongst the toys of boys and girls, ill find a knife worthy of me.
its been a year thats just a little too hard.
satanmas is my new favorite time of year.
bleed.
i struggle out of the cavern known as a womb and enter into this new society.
fuck you all for helping me.
my chord is cut and i am released to a dark world.
many years later, we celebrate the whore who birthed me.
why in fuck must this happen.
my only true mother is sharp and she kisses my skin in a different way.
a birthing that was just a little too hard.
rebirth!
flee young one!! this is not your time!
agony and despair!
a one act play rewritten for a vast audience.
water!
the torture that creeps down my neck as a chinamen gazes on.
clench my head and take me down with you.
uterus.
roses are red.
violets are too.
my razor watered them with my very own blood!
like an overweight baby, fresh from the womb, i bleed into this filth.
a life that is just so hard.
make this the death of me!
SING GHOST SING!
racing through the skies like an unfit dove.
shot to the ground by a nosy hunter.
its poaching season.
knives.
dogs.
oh how they hound me!
all i am is a fallen dove, gracing the ground with my body.
the hunter picks me up and cuts me.
oh how warm the knife is!
agony!
death.
all i am is a meal for a sad family of four.
blessed is the fall of america.
despair.
the stars are my only horizon.
death please come quickly when the cock crows its last.
before i dig myself inside of this hole, i shalt bring the only thing i need: my razor.
with its cry, i will dig a new future for myself.
today was just way to fucking hard.
decay.
my life in letters of red spell out the word DEATH.
ill cry away the tears of tomorrow before the night breathes its last.
the dark sun avails me.
the flesh is a lie.
feed young warrior and become one of us!
let me live till i die with a quench in my eye.
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